Life of a Katie...
It's 5 O'Clock SOMEWHERE!
Is it wrong that I just made myself a drink in response to my job rejection email?? I am seriously so stressed out about this whole life plan/graduating college thing. I hate to be a downer but I am just so sick about it.
Ok, Katie, chin up kid. It will be ok. I am going to find something happy to blog now. No more stressed/sad tumbls.
Update 3: Job Hunt
Jobs I have applied to: 15
Calls/Emails: 0
Interviews: 0
REJECTION EMAILS: 2
Mental Status: trying very hard not to loose hope
loosing hope.
hope is a small dim light a million miles away.
getting dimmer.
Am I out of touch with reality when my entire mood changed when I saw that I had new followers??
What is this world I know as Tumblr?
Social validation through the number of followers I have?
Somehow I think this isn’t just me…
It’s the new “I have __ number of Facebook/Myspace friends, bia!”
Time for some therapeutic tumbling....
My Mom wants me to move home and go to school at CSU Stanislaus (a local school with a very high acceptance rate…) after graduation. Why am I getting all this PRESSURE to move home?????????
1)I have been living in San Diego for FOUR years on my own. And I have been going to UC San Diego (a great school!) for these four years.
2)I didn’t APPLY to Stan for grad school for next year. I am not sure my Mom understands that you can’t just GO to grad school.
3)I don’t know what I would even go to grad school for.
4)If I can’t find a job in Seattle, what makes anyone think that I can get a job in Oakdale/Modesto.
Now I feel totally guilty, like I am letting my parents down or something for not coming home…why can’t they understand that I am 22 years old and have been living on my own and that it is time to get life started on my own…not move home. I also feel like I am betraying them for moving to Seattle to be with bf…like I am choosing a boy over my family or something.
Has anyone else had this problem?
Update 2: Job Hunt
Jobs I have applied to: 15Calls/Emails: 0
Interviews: 0
REJECTION EMAILS: 1
Mental Status: trying very hard not to loose hope
loosing hope.
hope is a small dim light a million miles away.
I need to apply to more. I need to figure out what I want to do. Maybe I should just move home and work on the nursing thing. Can I even be a nurse? Is that what I want? How can I even go about it? What about bf? I don’t even know. Apparently this psych degree/all the extracurriculars I have done are getting me NOWHERE. This is making me nauseous.
(via peterwknox)
This is hilarious! McCain is so old!
HAHA!
I have a case of the Mondays!
I am SO tired today…probably from staying up late to fight with bf. gaw! What else is new. Lab in the mornin’-I have a presentation in 1 week that I am fully prepared to ROCK! I don’t know but I have this burst of motivation to do it, do it well, and impress! I am currently in the library, eating my lunch…yes I am THAT person who is crunching away on her cheetos. Don’t care. Next, dr. appt, home, work on lab presentation, Gilmore Girls ( I have to watch it everyday…it’s a sick addiction).
I got a confirmation email for a job. That’s that latest on the job front…not too exciting. I am mentally preparing myself for moving home to Oakdale after graduation. oh lord.
on another note: why does free food make college students CRAZY? There is an “launch party” for the new student center….and the student store has all these samples and stuff. It’s like a mob or something. I just wanted my cheetos and everyone was going insane for all the food. Seriously people, you have had a shot of Naked Juice, soup, mini cookies, granola, etc all before…what’s so special about it now. Annoying!
